Happiness

Blogging time!

I love my little sisters! Well I love all of my siblings but I am about to talk about the twins. They come home from day care and I plop them in the bath and they bring so much joy! As I was bathing them today I just thanked God for them and prayed that they would keep safe and healthy. There was a little girl at day care today who looked so unwell. She was just laying limp on a big pillow with a temp. I sent a prayer up for her and also thanked God that my sisters are well and such a blessing. In the bath Olive stuffs her mouth full of bubbles and I watch her then cringe and spit it out. She looked like she had a bubble tongue and because I laughed at her she cracked up too. The little things in life that make my day.

Home schooling is going exceptionally well. I teach Milly and have really found a passion for teaching her. When I watch her working out her maths using the methods I have shown her I feel so accomplished. One of the best moments in my day is when I see she has understood something she didn’t yesterday. I see the click and am on a high for like a week after just because she has learnt something new. Something has changed. I am feeling the happiest I have been in forever. Not saying I have been unhappy but I feel different. I think it is God. I think God is holding us together with love and affection. He is filling me with it and I am just overflowing and giving it to everything else. Even when I have down moments I can pull myself back up with strength I know is not mine. It’s Gods.

We have started fresh with the job hunting. We have applied for jobs all over but with a new energy. There is not an anxious 'We have to get a job, we have to get a job. This is our rock! We have to get a job!' No, we are completely in trust of God because he is our rock and come August, we are moving to England with or without a job. We hope we get a job sooner because if we do we will go but August is our deadline and it is all up to God. He will lead us.

I am writing with so much energy today my fingers are bouncing off the keypad. It's an amazing feeling. I could keep writing about nothing if I wanted to but dinner is ready so I need to go. That saves all of you from reading a load of nonsense!

 Not sure how to close this one so I think I will just say goodbye. Bye! ~H